Monday, December 12, 2011

3 more days...

This 2ww (til the ultrasound) is interminable.  The other day I freaked out because I didn't have nausea and my boobs were back to normal.  After consulting Dr. Google, I realized that symptoms can come and go (you would think I'd have a clue having gone through this before, but that was AGES ago and so different).  I've decided that, for now, I'm just going to stick to reading blogs that I'm already following.  No one new.  The reason is when I come across someone new, I invariably come across information that is scary and demoralizing for my current state (and of course, I don't realize that information is there until I've already read it.  Example: Someone's TTC journey info will include a BFP from IVF/FET and then m/c at 12 weeks (or later).  As it is, I'm having trouble accepting my positive reality and at some point, I would like to be able to accept it, relax and even enjoy it.  No disrespect at ALL to others' personal pain and tribulations -- I've had a m/c as well and I just don't want to be reminded of it. 

Counting down the days, hours, minutes, which are passing very slowly...

7 comments:

  1. Very good idea to cut back on that which might cause you more stress. Trying to do the same here.

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  2. 2ww of any sort is a killer. Even if it is to something fun. haha
    Do what you need to do to keep your happiness with you.

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  3. Hang in there! I'm as bad as you with searching the internet and getting freaked out about other people's scary sad stories. Protect yourself from from all that! only 3 more days!

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  4. YAY only 3 more days and the wait is over! I am so excited for you! I sure hope the next 3 days go fast, heck today is almost over. Keep us posted.

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  5. I also agree with the idea of not reading any new blogs I am going to follow that too because they just freak me out. My husband even tells me to stop reading the ones that are making me more worried.

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  6. Congratulations and hoping Thursday brings you amazing news!

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  7. One things I've learned through this journey - you have to do what you have to do to stay sane. Do whatever it takes to accept your positive reality!

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