Despite my asking for patience and some slack from DH (heretofore referred to as H) during this whole process w/ the drugs and whatnot... the sh** hit the fan last night. A lame remark I made led to old behavior cycles in our marriage which led to some really strong statements being made. Now, I feel more alone than ever. And with questions from H about whether we ought to even be TTC, I feel like all the life has been sucked out of me.
I want to feel hope, but right now, I just feel nothing but awfulness. Sigh...
*hugs* My DH and I too have our bad moments/comments and I wonder if we should be TTC also. But for the most part, everything is good. I hope you two can work it out soon.
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Thanks for the comment and support JustHeather. H wants to cancel... that is heartbreaking to me -- esp. since this (same) cycle started in May. But I will do it if that is what it takes...
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear that you're going through this... TTC is such a roller-coaster of emotions and a huge strain on our r/ships. Thinking of you. I'm here from Cyclesistas... looks like we'll be cycling together. I have a private blog but happy for other IF/IVF mums to join me... just email me on newyearmum@gmail.com and I can send you an access link. I have an updater blog for Reader/RSS, so that links to my posts show up {newyearmum2.blogspot.com}.... FXd for you xoxo
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you are going through this. Every marriage has it's moments and we all say things we don't mean. I hope this rough patch passes soon and you can continue with your TTC plans. Hang in there! xoxo
ReplyDeleteI hope you are moving forward. None of this is easy and believe me we have had our moments. Hang in there!
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